(x) is true. (_) I have been drunk

(x) I have smoked pot

(X) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex

(X) I have kissed a member of the same sex

(x) I crashed a friend's car

(_) I have been to Japan

(_) I rode in a taxi

(x) I had anal sex

(X) I have been in love

(x) I had sex

(x) I have had sex in public

(X) I have been dumped

(X) I shoplifted

(x) I have been fired

(X) I have never cut myself on purpose

(X) I have been in a real fist fight

(x) I had a 3-some

(x) I snuck out of my parent's house

(x) I have been tied up (sexually)

(_) I been caught masturbating

(x) I pissed on myself

(x) I had sex with a member of the same sex

(x) I had sex with a member of the opposite sex

(x) I have been arrested

(x) I made out with a stranger

(X) I have made out in public

(_) I went on a blind date

(x) I had a crush on a teacher

(_) I have been to Europe

(X) I skipped school

(x) I have given someone a blow job

(_) I have been fisted and/or have fisted anyone

(_) I have eaten sushi

(X) I have been happy with myself

(x) I had sex in a pool

(x) I went to a prom

(_) I sold naked pictures of myself

(Age of first kiss: Grade 2 ~that's like 7 right?

Number of people you've kissed: Prolly in the 20's

French kissing is: sexy, lots of tongues and teeth

The worst kind of kiss is: one where one person has a little mouth and one has a big mouth, it just doesn't work

The best kisser you know: David

The worst kisser you know: Shawn

The celebrity you'd like to kiss: Angelina Jolie or Johnny Depp

Friend you would like to kiss: David

Favorite movie kiss: Spiderman one

Do you kiss on the first date? yupyup

Eyes open or closed? both

Average number of kisses you get a day: during the week=100, weekends=40 or 50

Ever kissed a friend's boyfriend or girlfriend? nope

The last person you kissed: David

Best placed to be kissed: lips

Have you kissed someone of the same sex? yup

What about the opposite sex? yup

Do you consider kissing cheating? yes

The longest you've gone without a kiss: like 7months

The kiss you regret most is: David I. (not my fiance)

Kissing in public is: Hot and Erotic

Tongue rings are: Sexy

Two girls kissing is: hot

Two guys kissing is: hot

I am: depressed, lonely, and horny -I think: my parents need to die -I know: I'm about to lose my mind -I want: to turn 18 sooner than 132 days. -I need:to stop being a baby -I have: no love for life -I wish: I felt loved -I hate: Sandra Kay Barnett -I miss: being able to go out whenenver I wanted -I fear: losing David -I feel: hopeless -I hear: my dad snoring, my heart beating -I smell: tears -I crave: doritos the blue ones -I search: just to be let down again -I wonder: If me and David will really make it -I regret: lying -I love: my future -I care: about my fiance -I always: get let down -I am not: a good person -I believe: I will make it -I dance: in my bedroom when I'm all alone or anywhere -I sing: in my heart -I cry: constantly -I write: less then I should -I win: never -I lose:myself often

sarge_44865 (11:12:44 PM): not talking to me?? skbducky (11:13:00 PM): I didn't see you were online skbducky (11:13:13 PM): I was just sending you an aol message about why you wrent talking ot m skbducky (11:13:14 PM): me sarge_44865 (11:13:37 PM): i was trying to get logged onto yahoo skbducky (11:13:42 PM): it didn't say you wre on yahoo sarge_44865 (11:13:49 PM): hey you know what sarge_44865 (11:14:01 PM): i miss you skbducky (11:14:04 PM): http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=ORESBYS&key=DKK skbducky (11:14:07 PM): I miss you too sarge_44865 (11:14:16 PM): so goddamn much i cant satnad mysalf skbducky (11:14:25 PM): dont get me started sarge_44865 (11:14:34 PM): ??? skbducky (11:14:52 PM): about missing you sarge_44865 (11:15:19 PM): baby im sorry i tried on my lunch skbducky (11:15:42 PM): yes I KNOW. skbducky (11:16:03 PM): and my mother had just finished walking down the stairs when you called skbducky (11:16:12 PM): and so I hoped you would get back online but you didnt sarge_44865 (11:16:53 PM): i didnt get back online because i was waiting on you to call skbducky (11:17:04 PM): yup sarge_44865 (11:17:13 PM): i cant take this anymore sarge_44865 (11:17:25 PM): im looseing my mind skbducky (11:17:40 PM): I know the feeling sarge_44865 (11:17:47 PM): i cant take not being with or around you skbducky (11:18:31 PM): Well, I just don't feel right not being around you and I don't feel normal or function right sarge_44865 (11:19:40 PM): i have decided i will be moveing there in november skbducky (11:20:20 PM): adn my mother just memorized your screename skbducky (11:20:37 PM): I swear I'm going to kill her skbducky (11:20:46 PM): I hoep you do skbducky (11:21:06 PM): hello? sarge_44865 (11:22:23 PM): im here sarge_44865 (11:22:30 PM): i was fighting with david sarge_44865 (11:22:56 PM): ENBA3: oh btw stay away from us insane manic86: what ever ENBA3: its safer for you ENBA3: and wont hurt mamaw insane manic86: i don't know what u think i told the cops but its stupids ENBA3: i know that what they knew only you knew insane manic86: don't push it dude cause i could give u a reason to hate me ENBA3: dont threaten me mother fucker i aint one of those little bitch assholes around willard youre used too skbducky (11:23:28 PM): ok, well just tell me when your done skbducky (11:23:39 PM): adn I wanna see the coversation when your done. sarge_44865 (11:23:47 PM): he signed off im done skbducky (11:23:54 PM): ok sarge_44865 (11:24:34 PM): ok now im very pissed off skbducky (11:24:47 PM): What else did he say? sarge_44865 (11:25:04 PM): and i really dont care if your mom knows my scrreen name let her try and mesage me sarge_44865 (11:25:26 PM): that was the whole conversation skbducky (11:25:50 PM): ok, she wont. It just makes me up set. skbducky (11:26:12 PM): Well why did the convo. start off with "btw stay away from us" sarge_44865 (11:26:36 PM): because i wanted him to know that it didnt come from only you skbducky (11:26:51 PM): ok sarge_44865 (11:27:12 PM): im not afraid of anything he can or would or thinks he can say to anyone skbducky (11:27:20 PM): ok sarge_44865 (11:27:22 PM): about us sarge_44865 (11:27:36 PM): and because im tired of hideing skbducky (11:27:43 PM): ok, Well, I was never worried about it. They can't do anything. sarge_44865 (11:27:53 PM): i know sarge_44865 (11:28:08 PM): but ive had it with david skbducky (11:28:35 PM): good skbducky (11:28:39 PM): now we both have skbducky (11:30:00 PM): honey? sarge_44865 (11:30:09 PM): sarge_44865: amanda you tell david the next time you talk to him that if i do ... im not afraid of the police or jail and i will make him wish he died sarge_44865 (11:30:30 PM): sorry i was sending a message skbducky (11:30:41 PM): Are they back together? sarge_44865 (11:30:51 PM): i dont know but they talk skbducky (11:30:56 PM): oh ok sarge_44865 (11:31:00 PM): you tell tasha skbducky (11:31:03 PM): k sarge_44865 (11:31:29 PM): also explian why hes a bitch skbducky (11:31:37 PM): She already knows that skbducky (11:31:43 PM): I've already told ehr sarge_44865 (11:32:00 PM): and why im ready to kill him? skbducky (11:32:08 PM): yup sarge_44865 (11:32:12 PM): k sarge_44865 (11:32:31 PM): im so fucking angry sarge_44865 (11:32:45 PM): hold on skbducky (11:32:53 PM): ok sarge_44865 (11:33:17 PM): nm skbducky (11:33:32 PM): ? sarge_44865 (11:33:48 PM): i was just telling my cousin mike that the putt putt was back on the road skbducky (11:34:01 PM): um ok sarge_44865 (11:34:27 PM): he owned the putt putt before jason did sarge_44865 (11:34:32 PM): it was his baby skbducky (11:34:32 PM): ok sarge_44865 (11:35:21 PM): anyway i decided today i cant stay here away from you anymore skbducky (11:35:50 PM): God, I thought I would only dream of the day you said that sarge_44865 (11:36:52 PM): sarah i knew it was only formality that kept me here and that if ever the oppurtunity ever arose for me to come back i would skbducky (11:37:05 PM): ok skbducky (11:37:16 PM): I wasnt being a smartass skbducky (11:37:19 PM): I was serious sarge_44865 (11:37:42 PM): but understand it maymean were stuck in ohio forever skbducky (11:37:59 PM): yeayea skbducky (11:38:04 PM): I've already realized that sarge_44865 (11:38:29 PM): i was excited about being here because it gave me a chance to start something here away from there skbducky (11:38:44 PM): I'm sorry baby. sarge_44865 (11:39:08 PM): dont matter skbducky (11:39:28 PM): yes it does. skbducky (11:39:56 PM): What if it's like Columbus or A subburb of that skbducky (11:39:57 PM): ? sarge_44865 (11:40:41 PM): what do you mean? skbducky (11:41:05 PM): live there sarge_44865 (11:41:22 PM): in columbus sarge_44865 (11:41:25 PM): ??? sarge_44865 (11:41:58 PM): id come back today if i thought it wouldnt hurt you skbducky (11:42:21 PM): I wish you would sarge_44865 (11:42:39 PM): really? sarge_44865 (11:42:45 PM): what about betty? skbducky (11:44:12 PM): She's got to understand that she;s not your mother and that you appreciated all she did, but that you can make your own choices sarge_44865 (11:44:50 PM): baby shes made a lot of sacrifices for me$$$$ skbducky (11:45:35 PM): then you have to pay her back sarge_44865 (11:45:49 PM): god im going insane sarge_44865 (11:46:27 PM): but actually i thought about trying to move in with you skbducky (11:46:51 PM): now? skbducky (11:47:06 PM): or getting on the lease with me? sarge_44865 (11:47:19 PM): maybe both skbducky (11:47:53 PM): good skbducky (11:47:55 PM): I'm glad skbducky (11:48:18 PM): especially since I'm definentally getting the apartment and hte lease is for a year. sarge_44865 (11:48:30 PM): princess peepee sarge_44865 (11:48:38 PM): is talking to me hold on skbducky (11:48:43 PM): yeayea skbducky (11:48:53 PM): leave pee pee alone. be nice sarge_44865 (11:51:51 PM): princesspeewee31: what is it that only david knows that he would have told tot he cops? sarge_44865: things about sarah and i princesspeewee31: he didn't say anything to them though sarge_44865: and you know this how?> sarge_44865: because you were there or because he told you sarge_44865: ?? princesspeewee31: y would he have any reason to rat u guys out, ur his only family he really craes about sarge_44865: hes the reason were having to go through what we are in the first place ... i tried to treat david like an equal ... but he wants to throw temper tantrums like a kid... i dont want this to be true but its the only thing that fits sarge_44865 (11:52:01 PM): i hope im not wrong skbducky (11:52:35 PM): your nto skbducky (11:52:36 PM): not skbducky (11:53:06 PM): honey, there is NO way that my parents could know those things skbducky (11:53:11 PM): adn you know it sarge_44865 (11:53:19 PM): and jenny? skbducky (11:53:39 PM): I can ask, but she doesn't even know that much. skbducky (11:54:17 PM): hello? skbducky (11:55:06 PM): Honey, I am not going to sit here sarge_44865 (11:55:23 PM): please? skbducky (11:55:37 PM): please what? sarge_44865 (11:56:19 PM): princesspeewee31: i don't even know what u guy sare going through, i only know the slightest bit of the story. i'm justtrying to figure out what everyone is talking about. sarge_44865: ok a year ago when sarah and i were still only friends her mom found a lot of things only david could have told her sarge_44865: i gave him the benefit and she and i stated dateing her mom would call david all the time well when sarah let her mom know that her and david werent friends she stopped but it started her looking all the time at me now here we are a year later and she knows things only david knew and its started again sarge_44865: now what would you think princesspeewee31: i stil have no clue skbducky (11:57:05 PM): whatever I dont care skbducky (11:57:19 PM): they're not dating so she shouldn't care either sarge_44865 (11:57:50 PM): princesspeewee31: i stil have no clue princesspeewee31: i'm lost and it's none of my business anyway princesspeewee31: david and i aren't even together, and i feel bad for u and sarah b/c i liked u guys skbducky (11:58:10 PM): there you go skbducky (11:58:15 PM): leave her alone sarge_44865 (11:58:23 PM): she feels the same as you sarge_44865 (11:58:38 PM): i didn't message her except what i told you i did skbducky (11:58:52 PM): ok sarge_44865 (11:59:10 PM): hey remember its you sje has the crush on not me skbducky (11:59:21 PM): she does not ok skbducky (11:59:22 PM): brb sarge_44865 (11:59:24 PM): skbducky (11:59:55 PM): omg I dont care about a fucking crush sarge_44865 (12:00:11 AM): it was a joke baby skbducky (12:00:25 AM): ok skbducky (12:00:34 AM): well you should still just leave her be sarge_44865 (12:00:50 AM): i am sarge_44865 (12:01:04 AM): what are you talking about skbducky (12:01:17 AM): huh? sarge_44865 (12:01:35 AM): your last message skbducky (12:01:48 AM): nothing sarge_44865 (12:02:05 AM): honey? sarge_44865 (12:02:11 AM): ??? skbducky (12:02:15 AM): yes sarge_44865 (12:02:49 AM): will you marry me skbducky (12:02:51 AM): really, its over. I just dont think you should bother her with what's going on. She's not dating David anymore so leave her be. skbducky (12:02:55 AM): yes skbducky (12:03:08 AM): if you move in with me sarge_44865 (12:03:15 AM): wel yeah sarge_44865 (12:03:16 AM): duh skbducky (12:03:26 AM): now sarge_44865 (12:03:30 AM): ok subject change sarge_44865 (12:03:38 AM): now? sarge_44865 (12:03:40 AM): no skbducky (12:03:45 AM): NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW sarge_44865 (12:03:45 AM): this year yes skbducky (12:03:53 AM): NO skbducky (12:03:56 AM): now sarge_44865 (12:04:02 AM): i cant now sarge_44865 (12:04:10 AM): but yes i would skbducky (12:04:22 AM): do you promise you will in November? sarge_44865 (12:04:30 AM): yes sarge_44865 (12:04:35 AM): i do promise skbducky (12:04:56 AM): PROMISE PROMISE? sarge_44865 (12:05:20 AM): I PROMISE skbducky (12:05:26 AM): an "Sarah can get her hopes up" promise? sarge_44865 (12:05:35 AM): YES skbducky (12:05:39 AM): good. skbducky (12:05:40 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:06:02 AM): now can i ask you a question off this subject of course skbducky (12:06:21 AM): yea sarge_44865 (12:06:49 AM): have you ever thought of amanda??? skbducky (12:06:54 AM): omg skbducky (12:06:57 AM): no I havent skbducky (12:07:18 AM): what is your frickin opsession with me and other girls latelt? sarge_44865 (12:07:33 AM): no sarge_44865 (12:07:43 AM): not obsession skbducky (12:07:46 AM): sorry. sarge_44865 (12:07:50 AM): just curious' skbducky (12:07:52 AM): no skbducky (12:08:03 AM): I have never wanted to fuck Amanda skbducky (12:08:05 AM): or kiss skbducky (12:08:12 AM): or touch in any way skbducky (12:08:23 AM): no sarge_44865 (12:08:56 AM): sarah i was only asking ... not jealous... not angry skbducky (12:09:11 AM): ok skbducky (12:09:15 AM): well I'm just elling sarge_44865 (12:09:31 AM): i do have a confession though skbducky (12:09:44 AM): what? skbducky (12:09:46 AM): you have? sarge_44865 (12:10:05 AM): i was a little intrigued by the possiblity skbducky (12:10:10 AM): I KNEW IT skbducky (12:10:23 AM): god did I know it sarge_44865 (12:10:23 AM): what? sarge_44865 (12:10:41 AM): what/????? sarge_44865 (12:11:31 AM): ok dont talk to me then skbducky (12:11:44 AM): JESUS! skbducky (12:11:54 AM): randy was fucking with the computer skbducky (12:12:04 AM): I was trying ot et him to go away skbducky (12:13:00 AM): adn nothing about Amanda, I just knew is all skbducky (12:13:04 AM): helolo sarge_44865 (12:13:09 AM): im here skbducky (12:13:23 AM): and not taking sarge_44865 (12:13:24 AM): i was turning off the lights skbducky (12:13:36 AM): k sarge_44865 (12:13:53 AM): k skbducky (12:14:23 AM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SADGAREGTNBTENBWANTWATNHBEAWNHBEAWN sarge_44865 (12:14:51 AM): ???????????? skbducky (12:14:55 AM): talk to me skbducky (12:15:04 AM): at least act like you want ot sarge_44865 (12:15:06 AM): i was skbducky (12:15:10 AM): no you werent sarge_44865 (12:15:20 AM): oh see now youre trying to piss me off skbducky (12:15:25 AM): no I'm not skbducky (12:15:38 AM): stop saying that like I'm just one of your friends sarge_44865 (12:15:49 AM): sarah sarge_44865 (12:15:58 AM): i am talking to you skbducky (12:16:16 AM): why didn't you tell me about Amanda? sarge_44865 (12:16:19 AM): im not going anywhere sarge_44865 (12:16:31 AM): what do you mean? skbducky (12:16:34 AM): when all you said was how ugly she was skbducky (12:16:48 AM): if you thought about me and her \ skbducky (12:16:54 AM): then you thought about you and her skbducky (12:17:04 AM): which means she must not be that ugle sarge_44865 (12:17:13 AM): no i never have thought about me and her sarge_44865 (12:17:46 AM): and by ugly i meant then and i alawys meant the way she dressed skbducky (12:18:12 AM): oh I'm sorry skbducky (12:18:17 AM): my mistake then sarge_44865 (12:18:55 AM): sarah she is not now nor has she ever been as attractive to me as you are skbducky (12:19:12 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:19:22 AM): and she is not as attractive as some others skbducky (12:19:29 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:19:33 AM): but she does have some qualities skbducky (12:19:40 AM): ok skbducky (12:20:05 AM): I just dont understand why you dont tell me these things and then you just out of the blue og sarge_44865 (12:20:07 AM): but if youre not attracted to her then it dont matter skbducky (12:20:15 AM): "I have a confession" skbducky (12:20:22 AM): NO I AM NOT ATTRACTED TO HER sarge_44865 (12:20:46 AM): ok no need to yell sarge_44865 (12:20:53 AM): jesus christ sarge_44865 (12:21:09 AM): i only asked a question skbducky (12:21:11 AM): sorry sarge_44865 (12:21:22 AM): that really had no real meaning anyway skbducky (12:21:22 AM): why dont you tell me? skbducky (12:21:31 AM): why do you wait? sarge_44865 (12:21:32 AM): i wont do that again skbducky (12:21:42 AM): its not the first time damn it sarge_44865 (12:21:44 AM): this is why sarge_44865 (12:22:06 AM): no its twice and both times this is what i get sarge_44865 (12:22:15 AM): i wont go for a third skbducky (12:22:21 AM): well it bothers me to knoe you've been thinking these things and then you bitch at me adn say that I dont talk to you adn hold things in skbducky (12:22:30 AM): when you do the same damn thing skbducky (12:22:45 AM): especially when you think about other ppl sarge_44865 (12:22:54 AM): no i dont hold back stuff that matters skbducky (12:23:05 AM): THIS MATTERS TO ME sarge_44865 (12:23:11 AM): and i dont think about other people skbducky (12:23:13 AM): ok, understand that. skbducky (12:23:24 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:23:42 AM): i never think or thought about amanda skbducky (12:23:47 AM): k sarge_44865 (12:23:50 AM): ever til tonight skbducky (12:24:12 AM): I dont believe you skbducky (12:24:15 AM): why tonight? sarge_44865 (12:24:22 AM): yeah i lie to you often sarge_44865 (12:24:29 AM): all the time in fact sarge_44865 (12:24:37 AM): i make it a hbbit sarge_44865 (12:24:42 AM): or at least i try skbducky (12:24:46 AM): Honey? sarge_44865 (12:24:55 AM): what? sarge_44865 (12:25:07 AM): skbducky (12:25:10 AM): not telling me things, in my little Sarah mind, is the SAME as lying ot me skbducky (12:25:31 AM): you can be mad skbducky (12:25:36 AM): but it's the truth sarge_44865 (12:25:50 AM): yeah well ill try to adapt to your sarah mind but its going to have to adapt too skbducky (12:25:59 AM): how? sarge_44865 (12:26:34 AM): understand that things unsaid arent lies if its not something that has happened skbducky (12:26:41 AM): it is sarge_44865 (12:26:52 AM): it is not skbducky (12:27:04 AM): it's the same thing, because it could have been said or told but it wasn;t sarge_44865 (12:27:04 AM): i have never slept with amanda skbducky (12:27:13 AM): I didn't say you did skbducky (12:27:16 AM): or wanted to sarge_44865 (12:27:21 AM): NO ITS NOT THE SAME THING skbducky (12:27:25 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:27:30 AM): and yes i meant the caps skbducky (12:27:34 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:27:59 AM): why? sarge_44865 (12:28:24 AM): why in the hell did i start this shit in the first fucking place skbducky (12:28:36 AM): what shit? sarge_44865 (12:28:53 AM): it wont happen again of that you can be sure skbducky (12:29:01 AM): What? skbducky (12:29:03 AM): hello? sarge_44865 (12:29:11 AM): this sarge_44865 (12:29:23 AM): this whole bullshit conversatin' skbducky (12:29:24 AM): please, I am tired of argueing with you sarge_44865 (12:29:30 AM): converstion skbducky (12:29:33 AM): Why? skbducky (12:29:38 AM): why was it bullshit? sarge_44865 (12:29:44 AM): because it got nothing sarge_44865 (12:30:02 AM): it got us argueing about something that dont even matter skbducky (12:30:11 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:30:17 AM): it was fucking pointless sarge_44865 (12:30:30 AM): and it will not happen again sarge_44865 (12:30:59 AM): and yes if your wondering i am pissed off skbducky (12:31:00 AM): ok skbducky (12:31:06 AM): WHY? skbducky (12:31:14 AM): do I have to fight with you? sarge_44865 (12:31:15 AM): what do you mean why sarge_44865 (12:31:48 AM): i asked you a simple fucking question and it turns out to be ww3 skbducky (12:32:13 AM): honey, please stop. sarge_44865 (12:32:21 AM): why? sarge_44865 (12:32:32 AM): not why stop sarge_44865 (12:32:49 AM): why did it end up in an argument?> skbducky (12:32:51 AM): beause I cant take fighting with you adn listning to what my mother is saying to me right now AT THE SAME FUCKING GODDAMN TIME skbducky (12:33:43 AM): ok skbducky (12:33:50 AM): please, stop sarge_44865 (12:33:53 AM): but honey dont you get it? what i asked you was only that a question not and offer not a request a question skbducky (12:34:09 AM): ok skbducky (12:34:19 AM): no, I dont like Amanda. sarge_44865 (12:34:27 AM): and to be honest it was keyed up because she said she liked us sarge_44865 (12:34:50 AM): nothin more skbducky (12:35:06 AM): yes, she liked us as ppl skbducky (12:35:12 AM): but I have to go to bed now ok. skbducky (12:35:23 AM): I can't stop crying sarge_44865 (12:35:36 AM): fine skbducky (12:35:37 AM): and I dont want her to ask any more fucking questions ok sarge_44865 (12:35:43 AM): night sarge_44865 (12:35:48 AM): ok skbducky (12:35:50 AM): no skbducky (12:36:02 AM): Why are you mad? sarge_44865 (12:36:04 AM): ??? sarge_44865 (12:36:13 AM): im not skbducky (12:36:26 AM): Marius: fineMarius: night skbducky (12:36:32 AM): Marius: ok \ sarge_44865 (12:36:56 AM): or actually i was till you said you dont want her to ask anymore questions skbducky (12:37:16 AM): its ok skbducky (12:37:20 AM): it went away sarge_44865 (12:37:55 AM): i cant help it i tried to have a light conversation skbducky (12:38:01 AM): huh? skbducky (12:38:04 AM): help what? sarge_44865 (12:38:09 AM): and it backfired in my face skbducky (12:38:20 AM): omg, what did? skbducky (12:38:36 AM): about amanda? sarge_44865 (12:38:44 AM): yes skbducky (12:38:50 AM): forget it ok sarge_44865 (12:38:50 AM): yes sarge_44865 (12:38:52 AM): yes sarge_44865 (12:39:08 AM): its wasn't supposed to mean anything skbducky (12:39:12 AM): okp sarge_44865 (12:39:14 AM): period skbducky (12:39:15 AM): it doesn't skbducky (12:39:19 AM): let it fucking go sarge_44865 (12:39:39 AM): god honey you so miss the pint sarge_44865 (12:39:42 AM): point skbducky (12:39:47 AM): What? skbducky (12:39:52 AM): what is the point? sarge_44865 (12:40:39 AM): you asked me whay didn't i tell you about what i thought about her in the beginning and i did skbducky (12:40:50 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:40:52 AM): then you got mad skbducky (12:40:55 AM): ok skbducky (12:41:08 AM): yup, I got mad skbducky (12:41:26 AM): ok, I'm sorry for getting mad. sarge_44865 (12:41:31 AM): but dont you underswtand that that was the 1st time i ever thought of her and us? skbducky (12:41:37 AM): ok skbducky (12:41:43 AM): I understand sarge_44865 (12:41:49 AM): i did tell you when i 1st thought of it skbducky (12:41:54 AM): ok skbducky (12:41:57 AM): thank you skbducky (12:42:33 AM): honey? skbducky (12:43:01 AM): hello? sarge_44865 (12:43:06 AM): sorry i had to pee skbducky (12:43:18 AM): uh ok sarge_44865 (12:43:19 AM): oh btw sarge_44865 (12:43:33 AM): i am going to be there this weekend skbducky (12:43:44 AM): yes i already knew that sarge_44865 (12:43:53 AM): i told you? skbducky (12:43:57 AM): duh yes skbducky (12:44:03 AM): 4 or so on Sat skbducky (12:44:33 AM): WHY CAN'T YOU JUST COME DOWN HERE AND BE WITH ME? IS IT THAT HARD? sarge_44865 (12:44:58 AM): um i am skbducky (12:45:07 AM): i'm going insane doint you understand that? sarge_44865 (12:45:25 AM): yes skbducky (12:45:37 AM): no you don't skbducky (12:46:00 AM): Why don't you remember telling me about this weekend? sarge_44865 (12:46:29 AM): i just found out for certain today skbducky (12:46:36 AM): k sarge_44865 (12:46:41 AM): its certain sarge_44865 (12:46:48 AM): that's what im telling you skbducky (12:47:07 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:47:31 AM): ok ok ok i AM comeing down this weekend skbducky (12:47:41 AM): yes I know skbducky (12:47:47 AM): for like 10 hours skbducky (12:47:55 AM): oops, sorry sarge_44865 (12:48:01 AM): and i told you this today sarge_44865 (12:48:06 AM): ??? skbducky (12:48:38 AM): no sarge_44865 (12:48:41 AM): i can come down and leave and wait till i can come down longer before i tell you would that be better sarge_44865 (12:48:55 AM): no skbducky (12:48:59 AM): STOP sarge_44865 (12:49:00 AM): then stop sarge_44865 (12:49:11 AM): im doing what i can right now skbducky (12:49:14 AM): ok sarge_44865 (12:49:21 AM): gad skbducky (12:49:50 AM): thank you skbducky (12:50:11 AM): david? skbducky (12:50:15 AM): I'm sorry ok sarge_44865 (12:50:23 AM): you know of all the people including my daughters you can make me feel like shit and not even try skbducky (12:50:45 AM): ditto sarge_44865 (12:51:03 AM): then why try sarge_44865 (12:51:17 AM): why are we even together sarge_44865 (12:51:33 AM): because baby ive been trying to make you happy sarge_44865 (12:51:46 AM): if im not doing that why am i even trying skbducky (12:52:04 AM): do you not want to be with me? skbducky (12:52:14 AM): are you done trying? sarge_44865 (12:52:22 AM): if i didn't i wouldt be sarge_44865 (12:52:43 AM): arent you?\ skbducky (12:52:49 AM): Are you tired of it? sarge_44865 (12:53:01 AM): again arent you sarge_44865 (12:53:28 AM): isnt that what you've been telling me sarge_44865 (12:53:45 AM): because if you havent ben paying attention skbducky (12:53:55 AM): no, I'm tired of being without oyu skbducky (12:53:58 AM): that's all sarge_44865 (12:54:04 AM): ive been doing saying and trying everything i can think of skbducky (12:54:10 AM): I'm tired of the abcense of you sarge_44865 (12:54:34 AM): me sarge_44865 (12:54:37 AM): t0oo skbducky (12:54:40 AM): Are you saying that I just can;t be satisfied sarge_44865 (12:54:49 AM): no sarge_44865 (12:55:07 AM): im saying you wont let yourself be happy skbducky (12:55:31 AM): that I'm just like my mother, skbducky (12:55:38 AM): I always have to bitch about something skbducky (12:55:44 AM): or my day wasn't work livin skbducky (12:56:03 AM): yes or no? skbducky (12:56:07 AM): that's all I want skbducky (12:56:11 AM): yes or no? sarge_44865 (12:56:16 AM): NO GODDAMN IT SARAH skbducky (12:56:27 AM): well that's how she is sarge_44865 (12:56:50 AM): I NEVER SAID THAT YOU WERE LIKE YOU FUCKING INSANE CRAZY JEFFEREY DALMER MOTHER skbducky (12:56:52 AM): maybe I just have part of her personality in that department skbducky (12:57:04 AM): ok skbducky (12:57:08 AM): sorry sarge_44865 (12:57:24 AM): christ skbducky (12:57:40 AM): So I wont let myself be happy? sarge_44865 (12:57:57 AM): its like her belittleing you has become your second nature sarge_44865 (12:58:09 AM): like you do it for hewr skbducky (12:58:16 AM): omg, skbducky (12:58:22 AM): you did not jsut say that skbducky (12:58:30 AM): ok, sarge_44865 (12:58:33 AM): yes i did skbducky (12:58:34 AM): thank you, skbducky (12:58:54 AM): maybe you just see the side that I can;t see sarge_44865 (12:58:58 AM): do you understand what i mean skbducky (12:59:11 AM): maybe I do everything that I do to impress my mother. sarge_44865 (12:59:40 AM): like if shes not saying your worthless ...youll say it to yourself for her skbducky (12:59:57 AM): ok sarge_44865 (1:00:01 AM): i think you want her acceptance skbducky (1:00:12 AM): ok, thank you sarge_44865 (1:00:26 AM): i dont think it will ever happen but i think its what you want skbducky (1:00:33 AM): David, sarge_44865 (1:00:39 AM): ??? skbducky (1:00:45 AM): what you jsut did to me was horrible sarge_44865 (1:01:01 AM): i know sarge_44865 (1:01:06 AM): i hated saying it skbducky (1:01:08 AM): I do not want her acceptance, sarge_44865 (1:01:09 AM): but i know sarge_44865 (1:01:16 AM): yes you do skbducky (1:01:25 AM): I have seen my sisters go through her skbducky (1:01:34 AM): I have seen my father go through her skbducky (1:01:35 AM): ok sarge_44865 (1:01:36 AM): its why you cry when she dont care when you do good skbducky (1:01:54 AM): David, I do not want ot talk to you anymore. skbducky (1:01:58 AM): You have hurt me sarge_44865 (1:02:00 AM): i didn't say you cant live without itr skbducky (1:02:06 AM): so bad sarge_44865 (1:02:07 AM): fine sarge_44865 (1:02:08 AM): byw sarge_44865 (1:02:12 AM): bye sarge_44865 (1:02:15 AM): go sarge_44865 (1:02:20 AM): sign off sarge_44865 (1:02:28 AM): or i will skbducky (1:02:36 AM): do you really think that I have to have acceptance from my mother ot be happt? skbducky (1:02:40 AM): happy* sarge_44865 (1:02:43 AM): i will not be sorry for saying the truth skbducky (1:02:44 AM): I want ot know skbducky (1:02:56 AM): I'm not asking you to be sorry sarge_44865 (1:03:01 AM): read back and ask me that question sarge_44865 (1:03:16 AM): until then do not ask me sarge_44865 (1:03:30 AM): and dont talk to me skbducky (1:03:38 AM): so I won't be happy till she accepts me sarge_44865 (1:03:40 AM): dont bother skbducky (1:03:52 AM): or appraises me skbducky (1:03:54 AM): ? skbducky (1:04:19 AM): I figure you are half of my brain so I guess you can see the other side right? skbducky (1:04:28 AM): or is that gone now too? sarge_44865 (1:04:45 AM): i think its what you want' skbducky (1:04:52 AM): what's what I want? skbducky (1:04:58 AM): for her to appect me? sarge_44865 (1:05:00 AM): no im not gone sarge_44865 (1:05:06 AM): but i am stepping back skbducky (1:05:23 AM): ???? skbducky (1:05:39 AM): please answer me! skbducky (1:05:47 AM): I have to go in like 5 min, skbducky (1:05:49 AM): pleaae sarge_44865 (1:05:59 AM): fine sarge_44865 (1:06:02 AM): sarah sarge_44865 (1:06:14 AM): i have never lied to you sarge_44865 (1:06:28 AM): but i have not said all that i have thought sarge_44865 (1:06:57 AM): i do think that for some silly reason you do look for your mothers acceptance skbducky (1:07:05 AM): ok sarge_44865 (1:07:12 AM): you dont need it skbducky (1:07:14 AM): thank you fro telling me sarge_44865 (1:07:39 AM): you know more than most sarge_44865 (1:08:07 AM): more importantly you know that you are better than that skbducky (1:08:27 AM): honey? sarge_44865 (1:08:31 AM): but remember im not talking to you so you didn't hear itr from me skbducky (1:08:41 AM): what? sarge_44865 (1:09:01 AM): you said dont talk to me cause i hurt you skbducky (1:09:11 AM): oh, ok. sarge_44865 (1:09:31 AM): i mean nevermind that its 115 in the morning and i have to get up at 5 skbducky (1:09:45 AM): Don't you understand that no one ever tells me the whole truth skbducky (1:09:46 AM): ? sarge_44865 (1:09:47 AM): and that i stayed up to talk to you sarge_44865 (1:09:52 AM): and dont say it skbducky (1:09:53 AM): they always sugar-coat it sarge_44865 (1:10:09 AM): im not sugar coating anything sarge_44865 (1:10:13 AM): i never have skbducky (1:10:26 AM): Don't you understand that, I just don't know how it feels to be told the truth skbducky (1:10:32 AM): We'll talk about this in the morning skbducky (1:10:34 AM): go to bed sarge_44865 (1:10:39 AM): sarah sarge_44865 (1:10:43 AM): im up skbducky (1:10:46 AM): no skbducky (1:10:54 AM): you will go to bed, adn you will go to sleep sarge_44865 (1:11:00 AM): look ive always known this to be the truth sarge_44865 (1:11:18 AM): i didn't say anything cause i hoped youd see it

Full Name: Sarah Kay Barnett-Brown

Age: 17

Sex: Female

Birthday: 11/29/86

Where do you live: With David

Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

Nicknames: Sarah Kay, Baby Kay, Manarah, CouMaw,Dorko

Do you have any other screen names:skbducky, acousticgirl, harleyd712, cateyedpoet

What are your hobbies: basically everything, I love to do all sorts of things

Are you religious: nada

Eye color: pale green

Height: 5'11"

Have any pets:yup, a black cat named Sammy, and a black and white cat named Sassy.

What do you fear most in the world: Killer Whales, cheaters

What do you regret the most: not kissing David more.

If you could do anything without consequences, what would it be: runaway.

*~*~Favorites~*~*

Car: '74 or'75 Chevy Nova

Color: Black or Blue

Day of the week and why: Saturday because I get to see my fiance.

Holiday: Halloween

Season: Fall and Summer

Movie: Drop Dead Fred or Bruce Almighty

Actress: Julia Stiles or Angelena Jolie

Actor: Rik Mayall or Jim Carey

Drink: Mountain Dew or Strawberry milk

Band: oh hell, alot

Animal:everyone of them but snakes or killer whales.

Store: Any flea market/goodwill type or HotTopic.

Video rental store: Movie Gallery

Saying: "I'll get all the sleep I need when I'm dead"

Word: Enthralling or Serendipity

Brand of shoes: Anyone who makes cheap flip-flops.

Place to be: w/ David.

Smell: David when he hasnt showered...tis the pheramones

Sound: David singing to me.

Taste: ^ kiss

Feeling: being loved

Cereal: Oreo O's

Ice cream flavor: C.C.Cookie Dough

Flower: orchids or black rose

*~*~What do you think of when you hear this~*~*

Banana: split

Bill: collins

Britney:brennan

Lamb: preps

Bubba: my twin bro

Victoria: beckam

Dildo: my black one David got me

Ass: pound

Shadow: that dog

Beep Beep:car backing up

Moo: cow

Bambi: baby deer

Do you think there is a person for everyone: yes

If yes, do you know who yours is: I do, but he doesn't

Where is the best place to be kissed: neck

Where is the most romantic place to take a date: hotel room

Do you believe in love at first sight: yes

Have you ever been in love: yes

What do you think love is: I think love is when your with that person and you know that everytime your together, your happy, and he gives you that butterfly feeling when you see him.... his smile makes you melt... and him holding you is like the best feeling in the world... and when you kiss, you know that this is the person you want to spend the rest of your life with...you are willing to go through whatever it takes to be with them...you'll wait as long as you have to wait to be with them

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